{"id":1010,"date":"2019-10-30T17:31:44","date_gmt":"2019-10-30T16:31:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/?p=1010"},"modified":"2023-11-06T19:30:41","modified_gmt":"2023-11-06T18:30:41","slug":"com-em-sento-a-la-cel-la","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/general\/com-em-sento-a-la-cel-la\/","title":{"rendered":"Com em sento a la cel.la"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-content\/uploads\/usu1027\/2019\/10\/7d57a764-e866-47fa-933a-ecae59dd8a28.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-1055\" src=\"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-content\/uploads\/usu1027\/2019\/10\/7d57a764-e866-47fa-933a-ecae59dd8a28.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1008\" height=\"566\" srcset=\"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-content\/uploads\/usu1027\/2019\/10\/7d57a764-e866-47fa-933a-ecae59dd8a28.jpg 1008w, https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-content\/uploads\/usu1027\/2019\/10\/7d57a764-e866-47fa-933a-ecae59dd8a28-300x168.jpg 300w, https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-content\/uploads\/usu1027\/2019\/10\/7d57a764-e866-47fa-933a-ecae59dd8a28-768x431.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1008px) 100vw, 1008px\" \/><\/a>Dimecres, 09 d\u2019octubre 2019 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A la cel\u00b7la em sento una persona desemparada, no veig el sentit que ens tinguin all\u00e0 com a lleons engabiats. La solitud de la cel\u00b7la amb fa sentir com si estigu\u00e9s mort, per no poder estar amb la meva dona que porto divuit anys amb ella.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Al pati \u00e9s com si estigu\u00e9s a la selva, baralles cada dia, drogues, discussions totes els dies; \u00e9s el pitjor que m\u2019ha passat a tota la meva vida, \u00e9s un infern tot aix\u00f2 que estic vivint, mai em perdonar\u00e9 el mal que li estic fent a la meva dona per deixar-la sola. Mai em perdonar\u00e9 tot aix\u00f2! perqu\u00e8 aix\u00f2 no \u00e9s viure, aix\u00f2 \u00e9s estar viu, per\u00f2 mort al mateix temps.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Tamb\u00e9 penso que algun dia sortir\u00e9 per poder fer feli\u00e7 a la meva dona i al meu gos, per\u00f2 la veritat \u00e9s que aix\u00f2 ho veig una mica lluny, em costa molt estar aqu\u00ed sense sentir la seva ess\u00e8ncia, la seva suor, la seva olor, el tacte de la seva pell i els seus llavis amb el meus llavis. M\u2019agradaria donar-li una abra\u00e7ada i fondre\u2019m amb la seva \u00e0nima, treballar com sempre he fet. Ara tinc clar tots els error que he com\u00e8s per\u00f2 ja \u00e9s massa tard, ara he de ser fort i fer les coses b\u00e9 per sortir el m\u00e9s aviat possible.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">Rub\u00e9n Beller\u00edn Jimen\u00e9z<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-content\/uploads\/usu1027\/2019\/10\/7d57a764-e866-47fa-933a-ecae59dd8a28.jpg\"><\/a>Dimecres, 09 d\u2019octubre 2019 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<br \/>\nA la cel\u00b7la em sento una persona desemparada, no veig el sentit que ens tinguin all\u00e0 com a lleons engabiats. La solitud de la cel\u00b7la amb fa sentir com si estigu\u00e9s mort, per no poder estar amb&hellip;  <a href=\"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/general\/com-em-sento-a-la-cel-la\/\" title=\"Read Com em sento a la cel.la\">Llegeix m\u00e9s\u00bb<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[90,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1010","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cami-a-la-llibertat","category-general"],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1010","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1010"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1010\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1057,"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1010\/revisions\/1057"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agora.xtec.cat\/cfatramuntana\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}